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why am i so easily pissed off these days?
like i really care about wut ppl say about me now
strangers or ppl i dunno well
i know dat wutever they say shouldn't matter to me
but it does
and if they talk crap about me of coz it's gonna hurt
esp when they "seemingly" try to be frdly
and then go talk behing my bak
i'm more angry at dat than being not as good as they want me to be
and if a complete stranger were to say something
i dun think i care much
hmmm it's hard to explain
anyways i shouldn't think about dat anymore

i've been thinking about the whole xmas and holiday spirits thing
it dun really work for me
probably cuz our family doesn't make a big deal out of it
and i've never been to a xmas party with frds
only those "family" xmas parties...
and i dun even think u can call those parties
anyways that's not the point
maybe it's cuz so much bad things has happened this close to xmas
maybe it's cuz i'm weird
o well i'm just gonna go spend some money
and i'll feel better

kids these days really make me wanna slap them
they got this know-it-all attitude
and they generalize and stereotype everything single thing
they r so opinionated that they can't listen to other ppl
and they like to monologue...
yea it's a disease.

so yesterday was pretty fun
had dinner but it was ok
then we went singing
so 2 of them sing pretty good
but the other one
the one who bought me dinner
was a total ­µ·ö
yea...it was funny tho
i really can't understand how they listen to music
cuz to me i'm very sensitive to tune
anyways singing is always fun
then some guy said he was hungry so we went to eat
while we were waiting for food and drinks
we played big two
and me and my big mouth had to say
whoever loses pays the bill
and then i had to go and lose twice in a row...
yea so i paid
but it was also cuz nobody else had much cash
o well it was only 4 ppl
not dat much
cuz i'm dam rich now

so yesterday was my604 xmas meet
it was ok but i dunno those ppl anymore
so it's not as fun as last year
and then on the way back
i stopped by metro for narnia with victor
it was some dam good movie!!!
yea it was a lil more than 2 hrs but totally worth it
altho it has some weird scene and dun make much sense
but who cares about that eh?
and during the movie calvin called
i told him i have to call him later
then i did right after the movie
but he didn't pick up
and called me bak 15 minutes later
but i was already 2 minutes from home
then i talked to a bunch of drunk ppl
good looking drunk ppl according to calvin
so i'm going out with one of them today
we'll see how it goes
and he's buying
muahahahahahaha
yea last nights movie i didn't pay either...@@
i'm liking this other ppl pay for me kinda life...
it's a good start.

yea today is xanga fixing up day
so it's gonna be like this for a long long time
cuz i'm really busy and lazy
can't possibly change layout all the time eh?
anyways wut made me come back to xanga?
cuz i've have enough with msn space
stupid thing won't lemme do my own layout
and the layouts they have r gay
i repeat gay! so here it is! it needs some xmas decorations...
but maybe next time...